1.) My name�s LauRyn.
2.) My best friend is a gnome.
3.) His name is Larry.
4.) I met him in middle school
5.) When I got sick and started hallucinating
6.) I also have a photographic memory
7.) And I remember the stupidest things
8.) Like the wrinkles on my uncle�s face five years ago
9.) I have brown hair
10.) Which I dyed platinum in front
11.) And nobody can figure out the color of my eyes
12.) So I decided they were gray
13.) Which doesn�t make much sense since I�m colorblind
14.) Red, green and brown are the same thing
15.) But I dream in different colors
16.) My memories are in different colors too
17.) My earliest memory was my first birthday.
18.) I got a lollipop
19.) I could talk when I was one
20.) I could talk in full sentences when I was two
21.) And I was haunted by square roots when I was four
22.) Oh, I�m a genius by the way
23.) I love saying that
24.) But I don�t say it often, only when prompted
25.) I love music
26.) My mother shoved me through grueling piano lessons when I was 7
27.) Five years later I rebelled and bought an electric guitar or two
28.) I listen to mostly rock
29.) I hate R&B� and can�t stand hip hop
30.) My neighbors adopted me
31.) No not really
32.) But I live with them a lot
33.) I�m a freshman
34.) I get my driver�s license on July 22nd
35.) I have my own car
36.) And computer
37.) I dislike my family
38.) I can�t bitch about them because they might find this
39.) I got my own puppy
40.) She�s blond with a white stripe down her nose
41.) And white paws
42.) And her name is Mattie
43.) And I bought her on February 7, 2003
44.) She�s my baby
45.) I got a cat too
46.) She�s a bitch
47.) Her name is Dickens
48.) My favorite band is�. Uh�
49.) I don�t have a favorite band
50.) But I like Bad Religion, ICP, Dead Kennedys, Sex Pistols, and shit like that
51.) I don�t consider myself to have a religion
52.) I was baptized Presbyterian Christian
53.) I�ll argue with any religion you put in front of me
54.) I still believe in god
55.) And evolution
56.) It happened, so get over it
57.) I taught myself almost everything I know before they ever taught it in school
58.) I�m a skilled web programmer
59.) I�ve always wanted to learn to program in C/C++ and Java since I was 10
60.) My programming teacher at school sucked
61.) So now I have to teach myself that too
62.) I have to pee
63.) All my friends were guys when I was little
64.) Except for Flo
65.) She�s my neighbor whom I live with
66.) I moved to a new house when I was seven
67.) I moved away from my best friend, Chris, who was eight
68.) I used to call him my boyfriend
69.) After all, he was a boy� and he was my friend
70.) I like to sing
71.) But I don�t think anybody�s ever really heard me sing my heart out before
72.) I only do that when I have the house to myself
73.) I also like to blast unnecessarily high levels of music and my guitar
74.) The neighbors hardly complain
75.) I wish to be understood
76.) No, not the usual teenage �nobody understands me� schpeel�
77.) It�s a mental thing
78.) I might very well be a psychotic schizophrenic freak
79.) So every day I try to grip onto my reality harder
80.) That way, I won�t end up like my cousin�
81.) Schizophrenia runs in my family
82.) I�d one day like to, of course, become rich and famous
83.) I think I might be some sort of physicist
84.) �my true dream is to design roller coasters
85.) But I foresee that I�ll prolly become an engineer
86.) Or maybe I�ll hit the big time and be a rock star
87.) Or maybe my ideas will compose and I�ll be a writer or founder or�
88.) I dream a lot
89.) I often get lost in fantasy and thought
90.) Often losing concentration in my boring content-less classes
91.) I get into trouble at school a lot
92.) My nickname is Munkie Orgie, or MO
93.) I have separated my mind into three personalities
94.) Their names are Lodi, Mathias, and Ollie
95.) My friends mostly see Ollie
96.) My boyfriends mostly see Lodi
97.) My enemies mostly see Mathias
98.) �It doesn�t matter�
99.) I like my sleep
100.) I�m prolly sleeping right now�
101.) If you've read this entire thing you can probably stand me...