If I should die Tomorrow
Thursday, Jul. 17, 2003
11:42 p.m.
I feel like:
Stuck in my head:
Thinking about:
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Fucking A my gold membership to this site expired...
I've never really been able to imagine myself living longer than about 19... I mean, when I was 7, I could visulize myself at 15 or whatever, but even though I'm only four years away, I can't see myself past 19. It's never bothered me though.
I guess in the back of my mind I've expected myself to die somewhere between the ages of 17 and 22. That probably makes no sense but oh well...
So I made a song, just in case I die tomorrow...
If I should die tomorrow
My fate be set aside
Do not waste your tearful sorrow
When I am not alive
When all the people gather
And stand beside my grave
Thinking things that wouldn't matter
The memories they saved
If I die tomorrow
Tell my mother she was right
And If I die tomorrow
Tell my father not to fight...well
They think of me as loyal
A free innocent mind
Thoughts of anything but toil
She was so very kind
Nothing ever bothered her
Inspired my every day
If only I knew her better
Too bad she's not okay
If I die tomorrow
Tell my mother she was right
And If I die tomorrow
Tell my brother not to fight
And if I die tomorrow
Tell everyone who cared
That the only reason I was ever alive
Was because they were there
Please let peace be untangled
If only for one day
Twisted sensless hate unmangled
I wish it all away
I wish it all away
If only for one day
I wish it all away
You cannot live this way
Well since I have gone and left
You made it work today
You got along upon my death
Now try it everyday
Cuz when I die tomorrow
You might not even know
That I knew I'd die tomorrow
This is my time to go
This is my time to go
This is my time to go
Don't say no
No
Did it work? Nope. Still bored. Still starving. Still pathetic. Still stupid. Damn it all.
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