MD knows what I�m going to talk about in this entry� she knows very well I�d say something bout it �ventualy�
Ever since we spent the night at Dacey�s house� it�s just- I dunno.
It mostly started with Truth or Dare. It�s a bad game kids� �specially when the dares get crazy and everybody�s eventually forced to �truth�.
So I learned new things about everybody� but not at once� it was first Mikey n Dacey n Tyler� then MD�
It�s not like they said anything too bad� just secrets�
Everybody has a secret.
�the only one who didn�t become a victim of this stupid game was me. Chance said to me, �That�s because you don�t have a deep dark secret Mo.� That�s perfect. That�s exactly how I wanted everybody to think, and it worked. They think I�m so simple, so pure and laid out, some uncomplicated teenage rebel kid with a pretty face and a smart mind. Yay.
It�s not like it matters though. It�s not like it would matter to anybody how messed I truly am�sure people might wonder about what I have to say or what I�m talking about but that�s not good enough. And plus, if anybody really did want to know about me all they�d have to do was put together the pieces. But why would they want to? It�s not like anybody can help me.
The pieces of the 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle that�s my �secret�(s). It may look like just an amazing amount of randomly shaped and colored pieces just thrown in a box, but it is very possible to put it all together into one big picture. Sure, a few pieces I may have left to fall behind the couch but still, puzzles are easier to some than others. You have to be looking for it though� like those magic eye pictures, if you don�t look at it right, you�re never going to see it.
You see, it�s life! It�s all linked and related!
I really don�t care though. Stupid people always trying to get me to talk, little knowing that it�s never going to happen. I�ll never talk. Lord, let me be strong.
And it�s all because of that night. It sparked every one into this secretive phase and now MD�s all depressed and people are trying to get me to talk. Sorta. I don�t care screw it.
I never really know what I�m talking about. Seriously.