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Jinx my good fortune...? Not used to this... blah

Tuesday, Apr. 22, 2003

9:36 p.m.

I feel like: optomistic
Stuck in my head: "Father of Mine"
Thinking about: Why everybody was being so nice to me today... twas a good day. I figured it would be crap. GOOD!


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Took a look around the other day� suddenly realized� Shea and Rob aren�t fighting as much anymore.

�I cannot describe to you the feeling I have right now about this. I�ve never known my rents not to fight� they�ve been at each other�s throats ever since I can remember.

I took a look at this song the other day� good song. Good band.

Could have been my theme song when I was little. Go music�
Wonderful
Everclear



I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now


Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home


Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
I don't wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...


I guess Shea n Rob still have a lot of work to do, but as they get older, and less crabby, they seem to flatten out a bit� maybe� one day� everything will be wonderful�


I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

-DJshorty


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graduation approximation
until I'm 16
before I can move out